Saturday, January 3, 2026

ULLOZHUKKU: A Quiet Reminder That Malayalis Are Masters of Storytelling


I am a great fan of Malayalam cinema. They seldom disappoint you.

I have watched almost all the Malayalam movies available on Netflix. Every film has been overwhelmingly satisfying. That’s why I always check whether a new Malayalam movie has been added to Netflix.

Recently, I noticed a movie called Ullozhukku.

I started watching it—but stopped after five minutes. It felt dull. Slow. Almost lifeless.
Then I received a message from my relative:
“This movie is very good. It’s more than a movie—it’s real life unfolding in front of you.”

That message made me go back.

This note is written after watching the full movie.


Ullozhukku carries all the hallmark features of good Malayalam cinema:
simple characters, but deeply natural acting;
a story that never stagnates, but keeps moving;
and twists that quietly flip the narrative upside down.

Coincidentally, I was reading a book called Story Smart, which looks at storytelling from a scientific perspective—how stories affect our brains, why certain narrative elements hit us harder than others, and how small revelations can completely alter our perception. Watching Ullozhukku while reading this book was an experience in itself.

This is a mature film, and watching it with children may feel uncomfortable.

At its core, the story is simple.

A boy and a girl in a village love each other. Suddenly, the girl’s family forces her into an arranged marriage—with a feeble, sickly, visibly unwell man. She is young, smart, and beautiful. The mismatch is painful to watch. Yet, the marriage happens.

There is no intimacy. Soon, the husband’s health deteriorates further. Hospitals become routine. The woman-Anju-ends up caring for him constantly, suppressing her own emotions, desires, and loneliness.

Deprived of affection, she eventually reaches out to her former lover, Rajeev. One day, she gives in to her feelings. She becomes pregnant. Shortly after, the husband Thomaskutty dies.

After the funeral, Anju decides to leave and live with Rajeev. She reveals everything—to her husband’s mother, Leelamma.

From this moment, the film transforms.

Leelamma explodes in anger.
“Don’t call me Amma,” she tells Anju.

From then on, Anju is treated differently. Coldly. Cruelly.
Her own parents find out. Her father slaps her.

She is broken.

Then comes a single line—from a seemingly insignificant character.

Leelamma’s sister, a nun from the village church, says during an argument:
“We got Thomaskutty married knowing everything.”

That sentence changes everything.

Anju begins to question: Knowing everything?
She digs deeper and discovers the truth—her husband had a brain tumour. He had undergone treatment before the marriage. Leelamma knew. She hid the medical records, believing the tumour was “removed” and there would be no issue.

This revelation is the soul of the film.

From this point, Anju changes.
Her posture. Her voice. Her resolve.

She becomes strong.

Her father, who once slapped her, softens.
Leelamma, who rejected her, begins to defend her.

Watching how one hidden truth reshapes every character’s behaviour was phenomenal. This isn’t just cinema—this is life. How often do we judge without knowing the full story?

I won’t reveal more. This is a film that deserves to be watched, not summarized.

The climax has a beautiful twist. I loved the ending.

I cried.

Not dramatic tears—but silent ones, rolling down my cheeks.


I watch films closely—expressions, silences, micro-movements.

Urvashi as Leelamma-what an actress. No drama. No exaggeration. She lives Leelamma.

Parvathy as Anju—wow. Every step, every pause, every word is perfectly measured.

I finished the movie overwhelmed—by the storytelling, by the performances, by the honesty.

Cinema, at its core, is about story and how you tell it.

Not about:

  • 200-crore actors

  • 1000-crore box office numbers

  • multi-crore audio launch spectacles

  • actors delivering hate-filled speeches against imagined enemies

  • pan-India fantasies

  • flying across the world to shoot a 3-minute song

  • importing North Indian actors for “market reach”

  • 70-plus-year-old stars playing age-inappropriate roles

  • stale, rotten punch dialogues

  • lazy binaries—either hate Brahmins or glorify Dalits

I can go on.

Tamil cinema today is deeply infested with all of this.

I honestly doubt whether it will recover anytime soon. And by the time it does—if it ever does—I wonder how far Malayalam cinema would have climbed.

One thing is certain.

Malayalam cinema will continue to stand on story and characters.

Tamil cinema, on the other hand, seems content lying at the feet of 80-year-old men, still calling them Thalaivar, Thala, or Thalapathy.

And that-for me-is the real tragedy.


Sunday, February 14, 2016

Myself-Icebreaker Speech at FTZ Toastmasters Club by P Yasovarman on 11.02.2016



There is no WAR in my name, but there is a MAN in my name.
That is how I snap at the people who misspell my name.

Fellow Toastmasters and guests!

I am Yasovarman, Yasovarman Perinpanayagam, spelled as Y A S O V A R M A N.
I am fondly called as Yash by many as they find it difficult to pronounce my name, but my mother was never happy about it!

My life can be divided into 5 different phases. Each phase in a different place.

36 years ago I was born in a small farming village called Mandur in the eastern province of Sri Lanka.
I spent the initial years in the village. Then my parents decided to move to Batticaloa town to get us better education.

My next phase of life started in Batticaloa. I joined Methodist Central College which is probably the oldest school in the island. It was established in the early years of the 19th century by the Methodist mission priests.

After getting through Advanced Level I decided to move to our neighboring country India for my higher studies. I joined a private college in Chennai for BSc Microbiology which is a study of creatures you don’t see by your naked eye.
Chennai life gave me a lot of new experiences. I started communicating in English as there were students from various states. I had an opportunity to interact with girls and to make some good friends which I was deprived of back home as I studied at a boys’ school and could not hang around the 2 most famous girls’ schools-my elder sister was a student of one and my mother was the vice principal of the other. Therefore I had to get back home immediately after school without any choice…

My 4th phase of life was back in Sri Lanka in Colombo. I joined a private company that was handling textile chemicals. The change of field from microbiology to textile was an accident indeed. There is a saying that everything happens for a reason. In that accident hidden another accident. Yes.. your guess is perfect. I met my future wife there. I emerged unhurt.

Since I am a village boy I had been longing for a village life. Out of the blue I saw an advertisement calling for applicants to work in an apparel factory in Kilinochchi. I applied in no time. I got through the interviews and relocated to Kilinochchi leaving my family in Colombo.

Three 3 years I spent in the north gave me a lot of exposure to a different side of Lanka and its people who were badly affected by the bloody war. It gave me an opportunity to help those people mentally and improve their knowledge on various aspects.
My PSEUDO-BACHELOR life in Kilinochchi gave me a lot of spare time which was very much utilized to explore book reading, internet, music and novel subjects such as mnemonics and memory techniques.
“If there is a beginning there is an end”. I decided to come back to rejoin my family because my son was starting schooling. I missed him so much during these 3 years. Meantime I miss my people in Kilinochchi a lot.

My Kilinochchi life ended last year. “If there is an end there is a beginning”. This is the new beginning-joining this elite Toastmasters club.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Read about other Religions too, if you want PEACE

My mind just pondered as to what I have been reading these days. It struck me with a very good feeling that I have got the maturity and broad mind to read 3 materials-2 books and a speech-that would cover 3 major religions’ preaching.

The first book is Bhagavath Geetha. As an ardent supporter (please note, not an ardent follower) of Hindu religion I always regard the Hindu scripture-Bhagawat Geetha- very high. When I am in distress and I read these verses my mood is refreshed. You cannot yearn for a better consoling verses than these.

“Whatever happened, happened for the good; whatever is happening, is happening for the good; whatever will happen, will also happen for the good only. You need not have any regrets for the past”.

“What did you lose that you cry about? What did you bring with you, which you think you have lost? What did you produce, which you think got destroyed? You did not bring anything - whatever you have, you received from here. Whatever you have given, you have given only here. Whatever you took, you took from God. Whatever you gave, you gave to him. You came empty handed, you will leave empty handed. What is yours today, belonged to someone else yesterday, and will belong to someone else the day after tomorrow. You are mistakenly enjoying the thought that this is yours. It is this false happiness that is the cause of your sorrows”.

Bhagawat Geetha is one of the oldest religious scriptures available. It is believed to be written around 5100 years ago. This elaborates the preaching of Lord Krishna to the warrior Arjuna in the battlefield when he hesitated to fight against his kith and kin.
The second book is ‘Answer to Non-Muslims’ Common Questions About Islam’ by Dr Zakir Naik. Islam is the religion I started reading about a few years ago. During the Al-Qaeda era the entire non-Muslim world started developing hatred against this wonderful, well-tuned way of living. They all thought Islam was a religion encouraged bloodshed and terror.

Therefore my curiosity grew to read on this second largest religion in the world. By accident I came across this man Dr Zakir Naik, a physician by profession but now a well-read scholar on comparative religion, through Peace TV-a dedicated telecast for Islam and comparative religion by Islamic Research Foundation founded by Dr Zakir himself.

As I was browsing internet looking for a book on Islam I found this well-compiled book which clarifies a ton of doubts on Islam. Reading through the book I found these lines which simply tell you what Islam is all about.  “Islam is derived from the word ‘salaam’ which means peace. It is a religion of peace whose fundamentals teach its followers to maintain and promote peace throughout the world.

Thus every Muslim should be a fundamentalist i.e. he should follow the fundamentals of the Religion of Peace: Islam. He should be a terrorist only towards the antisocial elements in order to promote peace and justice in the society”.

As per Dr Zakir Naik if you really want to learn about a religion you have to read the genuine, authentic scripture of that religion. And you should not conclude about a religion looking at certain activities of a small group of people who happen to follow this religion.
The third one is the lecture given by the 1979 Nobel Peace prize  laureate and one of the most kind hearts the modern world has ever seen-Mother Teresa. When I was searching for the best speeches I found this heart-touching piece delivered when she accepted the prize. She talks about peace, love, kindness, smile and Jesus throughout the speech. If a speech can bring tears in your eyes you just imagine the strength of the lines. When I was reading the below lines I was literally in tears.

“The poor are very wonderful people. One evening we went out and we picked up four people from the street. And one of them was in a most terrible condition - and I told the Sisters: You take care of the other three, I take of this one that looked worse. So I did for her all that my love can do. I put her in bed, and there was such a beautiful smile on her face. She took hold of my hand, as she said one word only: Thank you - and she died.
I could not help but examine my conscience before her, and I asked what I would say if I was in her place. And my answer was very simple. I would have tried to draw a little attention to myself, I would have said I am hungry, that I am dying, I am cold, I am in pain, or something, but she gave me much more - she gave me her grateful love. And she died with a smile on her face”.

Every religion in the world founded to spread peace not terror in the world. If one starts reading about other religions he can get a better understanding about other ways of living and that leads to PEACE which we all DESIRE.

Saturday, May 24, 2014

Spread healthy stories

Sri Lanka is known for the decades-long civil war and now it is in the limelight for UN’s call for an inquiry into alleged atrocities carried out by both Sri Lankan government and LTTE towards the end of the decisive battle in 2009. The grudge and rivalry between Tamil and Sinhalese communities have been raging and never seeming to be receding. Major political parties representing Tamils are not ready to see any good in the government’s initiatives and the Sri Lankan government is always doubtful about Tamil parties’ moves. These two sides do not listen to each other to understand and provide a political solution for the grievances of the Tamils. But there are instances of understanding between these communities in our day to day life before and after the war ended.
One of the unforgettable moments when a Sinhalese understood me happened at the height of the war. It was in 2008. Most of the Colombo city was declared high security zone. The city was lined with military check points and you should be ready to get down anywhere to show your identity card to military personnel or Police.
I was working in Ratmalana around 30 km from my home in Modara. I was checked and harassed a number of times because I had an ID card with Batticaloa address. Batticaloa is my home town and it is eastern part of the Tamil home land. Military would doubt any soul for an LTTE from north or east of Sri Lanka. Therefore I was not exceptional in the eyes of government troops. 
I naturally developed hatred and extreme dislike for the army due to several unhappy questioning at checkpoints. But one day one young trooper behaved in a very opposite way than normal. That day I was travelling back home after a long day at office at around 12 midnight. As usual I was asked to get down from my vehicle at a high security zone checkpoint. The soldier wanted my ID card. I handed over. He went over the ID card and asked me in a very kind voice “Ayye (elder brother in Sinhalese), where do you live?” I replied “Colombo 15”. “Then why don’t you take an ID card with your present Colombo address. If you carry this when something bad happens army will trouble you for sure. Therefore apply for a fresh one with the changed address” he advised. I was stunned by his courtesy and I could not believe those words from a Sinhalese soldier.
This incident taught me that it was wrong to hate an entire community. Human race is not made like that. Many Tamils would have come across such healthy encounters that will improve the goodwill between the two communities. Those refreshing stories should come to light to help build this estranged relationship between the Tamils and the Sinhalese.
We could have numerous bad experiences. But highlighting and exaggerating those will never take us anywhere better. Each community should respect the other’s cultural values to make this island country prosper. I like to leave you an appropriate quote “United we stand, divided we fall”.

-Yasovarman Perinpanayagam